Single on Valentine’s Day: Breaking the Relationship Addiction

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go here I sometimes struggle not to feel as if I’ve wasted huge chunks of my life by staying in some of those relationships which were abusive or unhealthy. I was so desperate for love and afraid of being alone I put up with a lot of sh*t.

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http://bellaitaliaraleigh.com/?x=viagra-coupons-discount-drug-mart Breaking my relationship addiction wasn’t easy. It took a several years of maybe going 6 months to a year between relationships only to find I’d repeat the same dysfunctional patterns in the next one. Although I was managing to lengthen the time between one relationship and the next, I was still searching.

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go Wishing each of you a Happy Valentine’s Day – give love to yourself first and then let love flow.

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